I am so lost and confused.
I really don't want to leave. I mean part of me really does, but at the same time, I see people here that I have invested so much in. People that, even through the tough times, I would do anything for. I love them.
I think that sometimes the will of God has to be accepted whether or not it's what you want. Right now I feel as if I was given a dose of disgusting cough medicine, and I am swallowing it reluctantly.
Just last week I was posting about how excited I was about graduation being so soon, and now I think I am postponing that another year by transerring.... :(
I honestly just can't get over how much I am going to miss....him....and others...but I am really going to miss him.....
ugh...is life over yet?
On a brighter note.... the sun is shining....that makes me smile...a little bit.
Oh and I am going to visit a friend tonight which will be a relief from this dreadful campus....ugh.
I kinda just want to go home, not West Virginia, but Home...with my Jesus. I think that just would be amazing... :) I can only imagine.......
I wonder how long it takes God to put a broken person back together?
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